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2010-08-23T05:48:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah..........

2010-08-23T00:14:00.003+08:00

it has been more than a year since i last updated this page..

it is fasting month right now.. soon we will be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri...

hmmmmmm.........

i wanna sleep.. too tired... will update often aite.. insya allah.. gd nitez peeps! dun forget to wake up for sahur.. :D

2009-08-10T19:01:00.002+08:00

Values:
Freedom
Adventure
Variety

Joys:
Fun
Adventure
Performing

Strengths:
Independence
Flexible
Optimistic

Needs:
Freedom
Money
Recognition

Frustrations:
Being on time
Unnecessary Routine
Lack of Money

At work you are bored and restless with jobs that are routine and structured and satisfied in careers that allow you to have independence and freedom. You are a natural performer.

In love you seek a relationship with shared activites and interests. With your mate you like to explore new ways to energize the relationship. You need to be bold and thrive on physical contact. You enjoy giving extravagant gifts that bring obvious pleasure to your loved one.

In your childhood you have the most difficult time fitting into academic routine. You learned by doing and experiencing rather than by listening and reading. You needed physical involvement in the learning process and were motivated by your own natural competitive nature and sense of fun.

2009-08-04T15:35:00.003+08:00

i don't know why for the pass few days i've been feeling restless..

i've not been me..

always thinking of FAMILY..

FRIENDS..

SCHOOL...

MY LIFE...

i don't know if i'll be able to achieve my dreams..

FAMILY => soon it will be fasting month.. i'm looking forward to it.. it's a month where i really feel at ease.. don't ask me why.. haha!

after that it will be HARI RAYA.. for now i feel like it's useless.. will i be able to meet my cousins like the past few years? if we do, will we be able to communicate with each other or will we be like STRANGERS.. It's no use seeking for forgiveness when u, urself know that u are doing it just for the sake of doing it.. sometimes i just wonder what do they see in my family.. we are not rich.. we always kept to ourself.. we mind our own business.. we don't go around telling the whole world of what we saw.. ur kids going out with their partners, we just kept quiet.. i think from now on i'll be just like them.. i don't fucking care even if u bribe me to keep it a secret..

FRIENDS => I MISS ALL OF U!! especially those who regards me as their friend. hehe.. as for my poly friends, thanks for being there for me guys.. u shld know who u are.. i just need to find some time to spend with all of u.. sorry if when i meet u all, i disturb, i misbehave.. i may seem happy go lucky... but actually i just can't bare to say gOodbye when we went our separate ways.. i'll hold back my tears and put on a wide smile.. :) to whom it may concern, i've tried my very best to accept your the other half.. but everytime when he's with us, there's always something that he did makes me mad.. even the slightest thing.. but don't worry i'll always pray for ur happiness and may god bless ur relationship with him.. :)

SCHOOL => it SUCKS! and i mean it.. i know i've been always on MC.. i've tried to force myself to go to school but it didn't turn out well.. i realised right now i'm much more active with my outside activities rather than my school activities.. maybe it's just the lecturers or the school system that sucks.. haha! right now there's one module that i don't know if i can make it through.. still wondering will i be able to graduate as planned..if no, i'll take things slowly and think positive..

MY LIFE => been EMO-ing alot.. u know what i wanna do now?? i feel like going on a cruise.. for as long as i like.. i just wanna be away.. away from everything.................

2009-07-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

*fucking hell*

reggaeton reggaeton reggaeton.........

i'm addicted to u!!!
u wanna know who??
it's REGGAETON!!!
HAHA!

2009-07-21T16:59:00.002+08:00

Mohd Hendrika..
We miss u badly bro..
Cik Yah keep saying about u..
If only we can keep in contact with each other or u happen to read this blog wouldn't it be better...
I miss the time when u always tag along with our family for an outing or just slacking with us at home.
Now adik seldom ask about u..
But the best part is, she still remember ur full name...
Everyday after prayers i'll pray may our families be back together again like last time when we were young..

2009-07-18T04:36:00.001+08:00

let's listen to this song together..
this song accompanied me when i can't sleep.. :)

2009-07-18T03:25:00.002+08:00

it's already 3.40am and i still can't sleep....

i can't do anything..
but to just wait and see what will happen next..

sometimes i'm confused by humans behaviour..
when i didn't contact u, u said i was arrogant, busy, didn't bother about u anymore..
BUT when i acknowledge u through msn, sms.. u either didn't even bother to reply or u said that i've got nothing better to do always disturbing u..

haiz...
troublesome u know...
sometimes i think i'm too nice..
i look after others hearts & feelings BUT my own is ruin..

2009-07-18T02:14:00.001+08:00

was browsing through YOUTUBE and i found this video..
it's a good video..
dedicated to all..
especially those with kids.. :)

2009-07-18T00:42:00.003+08:00

hey ya!!
let's put aside all my sorrows and unhappiness..

i was bored.
suddenly i was reminded of my CCA, NPCC when i was in secondary school.
so here's the result after some research were done..
hehe.. :)

this photos are the NCOs of the year 2000 till 2008..
*don't bother searching for me.. haha!*
BUT if u can find me, u will get a special gift.. :)

2009-07-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

how i wish i could CONTROL AUTOMATICALLY whatever comes out of my mouth...
i can't take back whatever i've said..
forgive me if whatever i've said has made things worst..

i'll remember every SECONDS.. every MINUTES.. every HOURS.. that i've spent with u...

if our friendships were meant to be till HERE ONLY..
i'll try my very best to accept it......

2009-07-05T17:26:00.002+08:00

though i'm not really involve in this matter..
but both of u are MY FRIENDS..
and i just can't keep quiet and watch u all go on without talking to each other..
haiz....

Ya Allah.. bantulah umat mu yang dalam kebingungan ini...

i just hope that everything will be alright..
i HATE to be stuck in the middle...

2009-06-23T00:08:00.005+08:00

hey!!
i'm back!!!
i know u all miss ME right...
please don't lie to yourself...
HAHA!

Finally the competition is OVER!
BUT.
now whenever i look at my schedule *which i don't have any*.
i felt different..
on SATURDAYs there's no more percussion training..
haiz..

so on 20 JUNE 2009, SATURDAY..
there's DRUMZOUT 2009 held at VIVOCITY, 5pm.

i love the crowd!
hehe... :)

here's US, the ALUMNI of SOUL PERCUSSION BAND..
i was DAMN NERVOUS...
yeah, u can ask my members how nervous, worried i was..
hehehe...
thanks for the encouragement guys! :)

all in WHITE..
*bersih dan suci.. haha!*
we were under the OPEN CATEGORY..

My instrument : Kompang and Shakere..
when i was on the stage, i can't stand properly!!!
after so long, here i am performing infront of everybody..
nervous beb..

PASSION! :)

here's the SENIOR of SOUL PERCUSSION BAND.
they were under the SCHOOL CATEGORY.
Well Done guys!

the most COLOURFUL group!
i forgot what's their group name..

the CHAMPION for SCHOOL CATEGORY!
ZHENGHUA SECONDARY SCHOOL!

the CHAMPION for OPEN CATEGORY!
VOODOO!!

Though we didn't win this time BUT we really had fun!
this competition made us, the seniors and the alumnis to get to know each other better..
even the judges said that they can see that WE, SOUL PERCUSSION BAND ARE ONE BIG FAMILY.. :)

LUCKY the stage was strong enough..

HAHA!

Bye people!

May we meet again in DRUMZOUT 2010!!

insya allah.. :)

2009-06-02T08:05:00.000+08:00

today will be the 1st time i'm bringing along my lil sis to school.. :)

2009-05-15T00:09:00.001+08:00

aaarrggghhh!!!

one after another!
FUCK IT man!

i'm all stressed up thinking of U!
yes U!

2009-05-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

now i declare myself as the RLM..

come and ask me if u want to know what is that..
HAHA!

2009-04-27T00:18:00.001+08:00

me having an organiser is useless...
it's sooooooooooo CLEAN..
nothing is written on it...
anyone willing to be my unpaid MANAGER?
hehehe...

2009-04-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

oh man...
i'm so used to having a FREE WEEKENDS..
weekends where i don't have to think about anything else except for HAVING FUN.

1st week of school is GONE.
and i have to start thinking about SCHOOL WORK..
there's some stuff need to be done..
i kept thinking about it..
BUT
i just can't make myself to do it..
and it's already MONDAY..
argh!

2009-04-25T06:45:00.002+08:00

i'll try my very best to stop doing countdowns.. :)
when i'm sick, i'll make sure i'm strong & healthy in others eyes..
when i'm healthy, alhamdulillah...

if in your eyes, i've changed, please tell me..
i don't want because of my changes, u are hurt or feel uncomfortable..
i'll try to make everyone happy and have a great time when they are with me.. :)

smile-smile ALWAYS my FRIENDS!
hehe..

2009-04-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

dah try sekali, NK LAGI..
hehehe...

Saturday as usual hangout with my SOUL PEEPS..
someone didn't want to let me go..
hahahaha!!

and that night was the night when i was attacked by the devils!
hehehe..

i had fun slacking, lepaking with my friends..
and we made our own version of TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS..
lucky u were alert enough to realise that the police car was at the side waiting to summon people..
HAHA!

i felt that the time is short...
especially when i'm having fun..
i wonder when will my next NIGHT OUTING be...
hmmmmmm.........

2009-04-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

Thursday, 16 Aprill 2009

I was damn lazy to get out of my house.
But i have to as i've volunteered for the JPMCC.
one of the reason why i didn't feel like going is bcoz i'm ALONE!
for the 1st time in my life i volunteer for this kind of event ALONE.

I was debating with my father whether to take the train or cab.
2.45pm i'm supposed to be at the F1 PIT BUILDING.
2pm i'm still at home..
end up i took the train..
budget...
hehehe...
obviously i was LATE but i'm NOT the latest.
so not that bad. :)

Drink Station Crew 2
My location was at the nicoll highway rd..

we waited for almost 2 hrs for the event to start.
Finally they are here!
it was just a mini race..
it was done in less than 2 hrs.. :)

here are my team members..

though our age gap is quite huge, we were able to communicate well with each other..

and......

thanks to that event..

i've got this two blisters..

nice right..

sedap.. best.. gerek..

hehe.. :)

2009-04-13T03:49:00.000+08:00

i feel like quiting......

2009-03-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

i'm back!!!

how i wish i don't have to come back in a rush..
haiz...
will update about my trip when i'm in the mOod to do so. :)

MOnday!!!
work!!!
eeeeiiiiiii.....!!!!

P.S: it's difficult if someone u think that can be trusted or u know will always be there for u, betrayed u.. hmmm..
[ ada hikmah disebalik apa yang sedang berlaku.. :) ]

2009-03-19T18:55:00.002+08:00

TAKING CARE MY FRENZ~~~!!!!!!
i love u all MANY MANY..
hahahahha!!

P.S: If you have any eyesight problem, please do not scroll down OR just leave this blog right after you have done reading this sentence.. coz i'm AFRAID IT MIGHT GET WORSE! hehehe.. :)

2009-03-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

wwwwwooooooo...!!!

today i OVERSLEPT!!!
but lucky me i reached work on time..
thanks to MRS CABBY..
hehehe... :)

i was surprised that today i only went out to the toilet twice..
i was soooooooo HARDWORKING..
till i didn't even realise it was going home time..
haha!

i felt different, strange, when i step out of the building..
i don't know why..
journey home was not the same..
i felt good..
i think... :)

when i reached home, more surprises..
hahaha!
i felt as if tomorrow is HARI RAYA..
hehe..
u know why???
my mom cooked almost ALL the dishes that she usually cook during HARI RAYA..
for example, ketupat, rendang, lauk lemak, sambal prawn, sambal chicken, fried chicken..
mind u, there's NO special occasion at all..
but whatever it is, i appreciate whatever she had done.. :)

MCs for tomorrow and friday..
yipppeee!!!!!!!

2009-03-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

i'm stuck in the middle..

*aku benci...
benci benci benci...
benci sangat-sangat..*

right now, everytime before i go to sleep, i'll listen to this song..... :)

2009-03-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

TELL
don't TELL
don't TELL
TELL
TELL
don't TELL
don't TELL
TELL
TELL
don't TELL

don't TELL.............. TELL...........

ARGH!
if this goes on.. i can go MAD!
what i need right now is someone who can FORCE me to let EVERYTHING out..
i don't care how u want to do it..
if u think by punching, biting, pinching & etc will make me say it all out, by all means plz go ahead and do it on me...

this apply to :
ANYONE.
ANYBODY.
even STRANGERS..
i don't mind.. :)

2009-03-11T23:16:00.002+08:00

lately i've been very very very very very mOody...
haiz..

i hate it when i'm mOody and i have lots of stuffs to think of..
everything that i do will surely go wrong..
i've been falling down OR almost..
almost hit by a vehicle..
missing stops..
aarrrgghh!!!

i HATE the LOVE SONGS that i always listen to.
i HATE RELATIONSHIPS.
i HATE COUPLES!

haha!
PEACE!

hmmm..

2009-03-07T01:34:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just wonder..
who am i to u.....

2009-03-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

2009-03-01T02:17:00.004+08:00

wooo..!!!

Finally i'm at HENDERSON WAVES!!!
haha!
*jakunnya aku.. hehe..*

when with kak lily..
we are supposed to meet at 9am but end up we met at 10.30am..
both of us overslept..
NORMAL..
LOL!

it was a good walk..
thought of doing it frequently..
it has been ages since i did any form of exercises other than exercising my mouth..
HAHA!
so.. pancit ar.. lagi tak tau..
hehe..
yar.. i was BREATHLESS..
shhh.. hehehe.. :)
we only walk till telok blangah rise coz i was too tired and LAZY..
hehe..

MISSION: to complete from one end to the other end.. soon soon.. :)

here are the pics..
too tired to bother about taking pics..
haha!

after that we had a great time slacking and exchanging our stories.. :)

sorie if i was too MISCHIEVOUS.. :(

since friday i can't sleep.

i'm tired..

i'm sleepy..

BUT i just can't sleep..

don't ask me why..

coz i myself don't know why..

haiz...

1st day of attachment is on Monday, 2nd March 2009!

i'm soooooooooo NOT looking forward to it..

i'm afraid this time round there will be more MCs taken on purpose..

hmmmm..

we will just wait and see..

i need money MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!!

part time job still nowhere to be found..

haiz..

one more paper to go..

which is THERMODYNAMICS..

wish me luck people! :)

how i wish i'm in 1st year right now..

i can enjoy my holiday and have fun with my love ones!

FUCK IT BABY!

my new phrase..

thanks to yani..

hehe..

sorry if this entry there's too many stuffs written in one go..

PEACE!!!!

2009-02-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

aarrggh!

i hate it when i'm having my PMS..
i'll be EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE..
and nothing that i've planned for the day will be done..

tomorrow at 2pm i'll be having my MATHS EXAM..
and i still can't MAKE,FORCE myself to do my revisions..

how i wish i could just FAST FORWARD, REWIND or even DELETE part of my life story..

2009-02-17T20:16:00.003+08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.....!!

There's a LIZARD in the light casing right above my bed..
i felt soooooooooooooooooo INSECURE!!!
mind you, it's ALIVE!!

2009-02-17T14:21:00.002+08:00

wwwoooo...!!!!!

there's lots of stuff happening in my life..
BUT
i don't feel like blogging about it yet..
sorry peeps.. :)

2009-02-10T14:53:00.003+08:00

there's NO school for TODAY!!

yiipppee!!

HAHAHA!!

at least i can do my revision for my Marine Safety test..

yeah.. the test is tomorrow. :)

so..

i've decided to just stay at home and study..

get well sOon my lil sis..

2009-02-09T14:36:00.003+08:00

Sam is WEIRD.

when people is having lessons in school, she's at home sleeping.
BUT.
when people at home resting, she's in school eager to attend classes.

WEIRD right?

HAHAHA!

2009-02-08T01:02:00.002+08:00

wwooooo...!!!

Saturday was great!
had my OCBC Cycling 2009 briefing at Marina Mandarin Hotel..

AN UNQUALIFIED TOUR GUIDE aka AMALINA..
hehe..

so guys if u think that u are free on the 22nd Feb 2009, u love cycling..
why not u just sign up for the event! :)
here's the website to register: http://http://www.ocbc.cyclesingapore.com.sg/

On look out for the day is HIPPO BOAT and DUCK TOUR..
just to make sure Yati knows how to differentiate them.
HAHA!

watched MOVIE again!
NO, i'm not loaded..
thanks to Amalina..
she paid for my ticket! :)

Khairul & Zaki, my KONTOLsss!!
THANKS EH...
for making us walk with u all.
kurang asam!
haha!

MONDAY!!
i'm meeting B.I.T.C.H 3 AND B.U.T.C.H!!!
yeah!!!
yes! i can't wait..!!!
MOVIE time again!
hehehe...

REMEMBER THIS!
IT GOES OUT TO EVERYONE!

IF I'M LATE...
WAIT FOR ME CAUSE IT'S WORTH IT!!

haha! :)

2009-02-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

sometimes being QUIET is the BEST solution..

isn't it true my friend? :)

2009-02-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

DINPER!!!
(let's figure it out together, what it means.. hehe..)

Today i'm kind of FREE..
haha!
actually there's work to be done BUT as usual..
the Mood to do the work is still on the way... at expressway..
hehehe..

so i was ONLINE on MSN and disturbing others.. :)

went to watch WEDDING GAME at Vivocity with Siti and Yani.
Overall, it was quite disappointing.. it was not that funny as i expected..
to me it was only funny when SAIFUL APEK appeared..
yar.. that's all.. BORING...
i almost fall asleep.. :)

2009-02-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

F'UCK it man!

i merely didn't come for A LESSON and i'm soooooo LOST.

only today that i got to know tomorrow i have a presentation and have to be in FORMAL attire..

mind u, i don't have any formal attire in my wardrobe other than my BAJU KURUNG..
NO!
i'm not going to wear that..

ARGH!!

2009-02-02T21:34:00.001+08:00

it was only yesterday when i was HYPERACTIVE and ENERGETIC..

today i'm feeling sick..

haiz...

if i take MC sure my Maths teacher will say,"everytime got maths test, you MIA".

HAHA!

2009-02-01T22:22:00.003+08:00

menjeling-menjeling ku bertentang..
mata kita sama memandang..

i've been listening to WARNA FM..
and surprisingly i felt comfortable and relaxing..
haha!

This was what written on the radio website itself...
Warna 94.2FM reaches out to Malay listeners aged 30 years and above.
"Warna" refers to colour, symbolizing the vitality and versatility of the infotainment station in fostering closer ties within the community.

*ggeeeee...*

2009-02-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

i'm easily distracted..
hehehe.. :)

2009-02-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

1 February 2009..

Today??

haha!
i thought tomorrow... :)

2009-02-01T20:59:00.001+08:00

i'm trying to be happy and put on a SMILE..

i don't want people around me to be affected...

smile SAMANIAH!!

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2009-02-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

hSaAiMnAaNmIaAsH

2009-02-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

if only.....
we have MORE DAYS for weekends..
wouldn't it be WONDERFUL....

2009-02-01T17:57:00.001+08:00

Come let's sing together!

Balls are Bouncing..
B B B..
Balls are Bouncing..
B B B..
Balls are Bouncing..
B B B..
and this is a song of B................................. :)

2009-02-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

F*CK!

i've been trying to do my schOol work..
BUT
nothing is done....

2009-01-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just HATE MYSELF..

i do have something to share with u..
but i just can't bring myself to say it out...

aarrrrggghhh!!!

i'm afraid that u won't listen to me..
coz it has happened before..
where here i was telling u my probs and there u are focusing on something else..

now i'm just too afraid to tell or share with anyone, my probs..
walls has always been a great companion for me to talk too...

2009-01-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

FEBRUARY IS COMING!!

oh man..
i'm afraid even to just to open my diary..
hmmm..

2009-01-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

since Friday i've been having my fever..
my temperature was like a roller-coaster ride..
it just when up and down, as and when it likes..

since it was weekend, i didn't bother to go to the clinic..
i just depend on the medicine that i still have in my drawer..
the highest temperature was 40.9 degree Celsius..
at that point of time i was sooooooooooo WEAK...
i just lay on my bed..

today i didn't go to school as when i woke up at 6am, my temperature was 38.9..
arrgghh..!!

later i have to go to the clinic for my MC..
2 days of MC please....
hmmm...

i kind of like this song... :)
it's a Malay song..

2009-01-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

it seems like my BRAIN IS NOT FUNCTIONING ANYMORE!!

ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!

2009-01-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

i'm NOT a MULTITASKER..

GOOD MOOD
When i'm doing my work, someone approaches me to ask for help, i'll just say," Please wait for a moment".

BAD MOOD
When i'm doing my work, someone approaches me to ask for help, i'll just say," FUCK OFF!!!".

2009-01-11T19:11:00.001+08:00

No matter what, everyone will love you.

You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable.

You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication.

You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed.

Some might say you have a sixth sense.

You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a business person.

You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down.

You will be responsible for your family.

You will sacrifice your life for your family.

You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision.

You make a well-balanced person.

YES! it's so TRUE. :)

2009-01-08T00:43:00.001+08:00

changes have to wait..
sorry guys..

A GOOD AND PEACEFUL SLEEP ON MY BED..
that's what I REALLY NEED NOW!

i'm falling sick..
AARRRGGGGHH!!!

2009-01-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

changes.. changes...
COMING SOON!
hehehhe.. :)

2009-01-05T00:25:00.001+08:00

3 weeks i've not gone to school.
and NOW i forgot what time should i wake up so that i'll be on time for class..

AARRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-12-31T16:24:00.002+08:00

Rest In Peace

that's what i really NEED.

i'll be walking aimlessly....

2008-12-22T23:41:00.001+08:00

view this http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/28192685
ENJOY! :)

2008-12-21T03:30:00.002+08:00

No Problem Ada B.I.M.L.A!

hahaha!!

that's what my sis always LOVE to imitate especially when she's trying on her new clothes or wearing the Malay traditional costumes.
hehe..

btw she imitates Mastura Ahmad from the advertisement of BIMLA. :)

P.S: i'm ADDICTED to photo editing.. Thanks to B.I.T.C.H 3!! :)

2008-12-18T14:20:00.002+08:00

Oh man....

i miss CAMPS...

there's this camp held at SELANGOR on 25 to 28 Dec 2008...

i really want to go
BUT
i have to pay $120..

AARRRGGGHHHHH..!!!!

any sponsors?
hehehe.. :)

2008-12-16T02:05:00.003+08:00

I'm ADDICTED to PET SOCIETY!!!!

i can spend hours infront of the comp playing this..
hehehe... :)

2008-12-12T07:43:00.003+08:00

When i was in ITE, i was labelled the "LATE aka ALWAYS UNPUNCTUAL" QUEEN...

NOW in NP, i'm labelled the "MC" QUEEN!

HAHAHA!!!

2008-12-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

watch this video..

2008-11-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

i may seem as though i'm in love..
playing LOVE songs in my playlist...
having LOVE notes here and there..

the truth is...
i'm AFRAID to fall in love..

listen to your HEART.
don't make any decision in a hurry..
if he's the one,
really meant for you, you will be with him together forever
eventhough you have to face some obstacles in ur LOVE life.
i can't decide for you.

sorry i'm not a good advisor..
i myself don't know what to say anymore.
i'm afraid if whatever i say might hurt you deeper..
so.. whatever decision you make, you will have my support.. :)

2008-11-29T14:38:00.002+08:00

there's only 1 THING 2 DO 3 WORDS 4 YOU.
there's only 1 WAY 2 SAY those 3 WORDS and that's what i'll do..
I LOVE YOU!!! :)

2008-11-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

counting down to my HOLIDAYs!!!
*skip common test*
hehehe...

for your information, i'll laugh & smile when i get scolded.
HAHA!
i know it's weird BUT that's me.
so don't bother scolding me. :)

i want to tell you something BUT i don't have the courage to do so.
hmm....

2008-11-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

i'm tired...
to be more specific..
MY BRAIN IS TIRED!!

can't you just leave us ALONE??!!
i thought our life will be back like normal..
BUT..
haiz...

2008-11-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

Ku Merindu........
Ku Merindu cinta yang tulus dari hatimu....

waduh waduh...
ku dah terpengaruh dgn lagu ini....

confirm confirm..
mesti ada org ckp "SEBOK"!!
HAHAHA!!!
bluek!

2008-11-21T10:38:00.002+08:00

When i watch this video, it reminds me of somebody.

HARYANI OSMAN!!!

HAHAHAHA!!

u remember what we were talking about on Thursday, 20 Nov 2008 during Thermodynamics and Maths lessons??
hehehe...

*video ni mcm tau-tau je eh..*
HAHA!

2008-11-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

suddenly i feel so OLD!
HAHA!!

time flies...
next stage of my life would be working life.
i can't imagine how will i face it.
after working life it will be........
dot dot dot....

HAHA!

you know i know lah eh what is DOT DOT DOT.
hehe.. :)

Yesterday had fun spending some time with my sis.
it has been quite some time since we met each other.

something happened.
*someone FORBID me from blogging about it.*
so, as a good girl i won't blog about it. :)

THANKS KAK LILY!!!!
I LOVE U!!
HAHAHA!!!! :)

2008-11-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

i just happen to click on this song...
HAHA!

not bad..
not bad.. :)

2008-11-09T20:42:00.001+08:00

I WANT MY LOVED ONES TO BE BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIME..

that's all.. :)

2008-11-07T00:47:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!!!!!!

but till now i still can't find the right one.

anyone bother to make a blogskin for me?

hehehe.. :)

2008-11-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

5 more days to go..
hmmm...

2008-11-04T11:54:00.002+08:00

suddenly i feel like i miss someone..
BUT
till now i still don't know who is that SOMEONE..

HAHA!

2008-11-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

CONSTIPATED!!!

arrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

SITI MARLINA!!!!

SURPRISE!!!!!

hehehehe..

topic of the day: SITI MARLINA aka ORANG UTAN & SAM aka ZOOKEEPER.

jangan marah eh ina..
marah-marah nanti kena jual, aku tak tau eh..
HAHAHA!!!!
bluek!!

2008-11-01T08:51:00.006+08:00

Random updates..

1 MORE WEEK TO GO.
1 more week ONLY.
& i'm leaving my house..
haiz...

so i was busy packing & cleaning my house.
since i got to know about it, i prefer to stay at home all day long rather than going out.

& i found this!
yup, my NPCC stuff.
i miss being tortured.
HAHA!
waking up early in the morning doing push ups.
running around the field bare-footed.
cursing & swearing at those who had scolded me.
i miss that kind of life. :)

The LITTLE MONSTER hiding in my jacket.

20 October 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
haha!
when out to celebrate with my family.
we had a simple celebration.
we had great fun teasing each other.
hehe..

A family potrait taken by me.
at last it was a successful one.
after several tries. :)

21 October 2008
Celebrate my birthday cum Winson's birthday which falls on the 22nd October.
We laugh & joke around like we always do.
i was walking at the back with pearllyn.

SAM: hey look!
PEARLLYN: what??
SAM: so fast eh..
PEARLLYN: fast what?
SAM: all of us is in poly right now. Last time when we go out we wear school uniform. 2 yrs has passed.
PEARLLYN: yar...

we are all grown ups.
suddenly my mind run wild.
next we will be working.
hmmm..
who will be the first one to get married?
just wait & see. :)

sorry fad. who ask to move away when i'm taking the pic.
hehe..

& this is what i've been wanting for quite sometime.
LORRY RIDE!!!!!!
i really enjoy it.
i was in my own world.

2nd term of school has started.
this term was much more better..
afterall being ALONE is not that bad.
hehe..
the Modules were alright except for my MATHS.
ARGH!
the people around me were OK.
more time to spend with my MALAY KAKIs.
haha.

when i reach school early i'll find my FAVOURITE SPOT.
where i can say, no one will hang out at.
this look like a carpark right?
it's not.
it's just a space where u can sit on the floor & admire the "scenery".

early in the morning i'll be able to see the NS guys doing their morning run.. :)

FOODs!!!!!!

i've been craving for LAKSA.
& my mum cooked for me.
*SEDAP! yuummm yuuummm...* :)

If suddenly i say i don't have any appetite to eat.
u just serve me TOMYAM SOUP, IKAN BAKAR & SAMBAL.
fuh! confirm i'll eat!!!
hehe...

that's all!!
taking care my peeps!!
don't miss me too much! :)

2008-10-31T01:14:00.002+08:00

I JUST WANNA TELL YOU...

I'M IN LOVE!!!!!!

with SPLENDER!!

hehehe.. :)

in case u don't know who are they.
here's one of their songs that i LOVEeeee.......

I Think God Can Explain - Splender

2008-10-28T01:36:00.001+08:00

This is the bad side of me...
I LOVE TO RUN AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS.
rather than solving it.
haiz...

2008-10-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

Today i'll be at CHANGI VILLAGE the whole night till Sunday afternoon.
so if u are free & got nothing to do, please feel free to come down.
hehe..

yup my weekend rest is gone!
BUT nvm.
i'll be meeting half of my Bs!!!
Weeee..!!! :)

here's a song for everyone.
regardless of race, religion or languages..
HAHA!

Thanks to YANI, i'm addicted to it. :)

red red wine - lady elle n nurul

2008-10-18T00:49:00.002+08:00

Today i rushed here & there like a mad woman.
BUT
it's worth it!!
luckily there's my driver who helped me to reach my destination on time.
hehehe.. :)

1 hr of tutorial.
1 hr of BREAK.
1 hr of tutorial AGAIN.
i kept looking at my watching eager to get out of the classroom.
when my lecturer said,"OK, u may go now."
I WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO GET OUT .
hehehe..

went to ITE SIMEI to meet my GFs!!
had a great chat.
BUT i realised we were much more quieter than when we chat on MSN.
HAHA!

whatever it is....
i really miss u all!!

at 5.30pm, end up only left me & nurul.
seriously at that point of time i don't know what should i do next.
i don't want to go home.
BUT i don't want to travel far away from where i was at that point of time.
so we decided to watch a movie!
the last time i watch a movie was before i graduated.
it was quite a long time ago..
I MISS THE CINEMA TOO!! :)

we watched THE HOUSE BUNNY.
i would give a rating of 4/5. :)

we went SHOPPING TOO!!
I LIKE!!

Thanks to nurul's mom, i got free THE ROYALS cakes & pies!!
Terima kasih cik... buat susah-susah je..
hehehe.. :)

17 October 2008
My Bro's Birthday!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
in the tv is my bro twin.
HAHA!
*do they look alike?*

I want to go on a CRUISE!!!!!!!!
any sponsors??
hehe.. :)

2008-10-17T01:29:00.004+08:00

Wooo...!!!

Hari Raya is still here.
so, i want to update my blog about my Hari Raya outing. :)
As i grow older, i realise i have lesser house to go.
actually i should have more houses to go since most of my cousins on my father side were married.
due to family issues, i was given a discount.
HAHA!
there's some houses that seems like we are not invited.
so.. "don't bother lah eh.."

every year, my family is growing!!
and each time i went for visiting especially my father side, i'll be like, "who's child is this???".
"ANAK SIAPA NI??"
*blur sotong* hehe...

here are my nieces & nephew whom i met.

My father side.
i forgot her name.
actually i don't know her name at all.
hehehe... :)

My mom side.
NUR QISTINA!!!!
she's so small..
ACTIVE!!
if she stays with me, CONFIRM CONFIRM i'll be slim, running after her.
HAHA.

NA'IM ASYAIRIE.
i hope i spell his name correctly.
I LOVE HIM!!
My lil HERO! :)

& u all should know her.
she's NOT my niece BUT my sis! :)
& whenever she pose like that.
she will say,"NO PROBLEM ADA BIMLA!".
HAHA!

the LADIES! :)

For this year Raya.
Only once we came home quite late.
we reached home around 2+am.
We still had time to have our supper at Macdonalds.
hehe..

Here's the main reason why we came home late.
it has been a long time since i saw them having a good talk.
i hope we could do the same thing to the rest of the family members. :)

my PAKCIK.
my father's bro.
among my father siblings.
PAKCIK is the only one who behaves exactly like my father.

see the way they sit.
it's almost the same especially with their stomach.
hehe.. :)

& my mom really had a good chat with my MAKCIK.

& MAKCIK has a loud voice so u just imagine how "quiet" it was. :)

they talk talk talk until my sis fall asleep.

not only my sis BUT the other 3 of us too.

HAHA!

Hidup ini penuh dengan cabaran dan dugaan.

Semoga aku dapat menempuhinya semua dengan penuh tabah.

Insya Allah.

2008-10-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

it's ONLY the SECOND DAY of school & i feel as though the world has come to an end!!!

HAHAHAHA!!!

i'm EXHAUSTED!!
i need my sleep BADLY!

STRESSED UP!!!
there's just too many things that i have to do...

U KNOW WHAT I FEEL LIKE DOING NOW???
i want to BASH u!!!!!!!!!!
can i??
PLEASE!!!!!!!
hehehehe.....

MATHS!!!!!!!!

it's KILLING ME!!!

not only the SUBJECT but THE LECTURER too!!!!!

ARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!

2008-10-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

AKU BINGIT!!!

AKU TERAMATLAH BINGIT!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

TODAY i just feel like blogging..
blogging...
blogging all the way..

hmmm..

NOW i'm craving for something that is ABNORMAL.
HAHA!
i want to eat something that is different from what we always eat in Singapore.
i still can't figure out what's the food that i want to eat.

DO YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS??
do tag at my tagboard aite. :)

i know this is common BUT i just feel like having this picture in my blog.
hehe..
this was taken when i break fast at SEDAP CORNER at BEDOK. :)
sorry i forgot what's the name of this dish.

2008-10-13T02:17:00.001+08:00

watch this video if you are HORNY!

HAHA!!

Joking joking.. :p

2008-09-25T23:37:00.004+08:00

5 more days to go??

&

it's HARI RAYA???

hmmm...
fast eh?
HAHAHA!!!

the mood to celebrate HARI RAYA is here.
BUT
the mood to do spring cleaning is nowhere to be FOUND.
hehehehe...

for the first time during my attachment i was forced to take MC.
i've got no choice man.
i woke up at 8.20am.
my work starts at 8.30am.
might as well i don't go to work at all than get scolded right. :)

ok people!
are you bored??
you need some entertainment to enlighten yourself???

WATCH THIS!!
WATCH IT!!!
YOU BETTER WATCH IT!!

to those who don't understand MALAY, don't worry, there's ENGLISH SUBTITLEs.

credits goes to 2PointOneProductions.

ENJOY!!!!!! :)

2008-09-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

yo yo!!
wats up??!!

2 MORE WEEKS TO GO AND I'M FREE!!!!!

i'm so looking forward to leave my attachment behind.
hehehe..

my sickness of laziness has appeared.
now i'm dragging myself to work.
haiz..

but whatever it is.
i'll surely miss my colleagues..

so back to school stuffs.
should i take SPANISH OR FRENCH??
any suggestions my friends?
do tag at my tagboard aite. :)

one more thing!!
DO YOU KNOW WHERE I CAN GET BIG CARDBOARDS?? :)

*for what i need a big cardboards?? TO STUFF YOU IN! hehe..*

2008-08-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow starts the first day of FASTING MONTH!

*SOMEONE is taking an URGENT LEAVE for the whole one month*
hehe...

it's so fast..
soon it will be HARI RAYA PUASA.
hmmmm...

Everytime when RAMADHAN arrive.
i will always remember the days when i fast in CHINA with the MELAYU-INs! :)

it's a great experience though most of the days i didn't fast.
hehe..
woke up early in the morning to eat, SAHUR, in the village.
eventhough it was damn bloody COLD.
we persevered and reached the kitchen on time to eat.
hehe.. :)

I MISS YOU, YEP!
&
I MISS YOU, CHINA, YUNNAN!!!

the group of MELAYU-INs who tried their best to fast in a foreign country.
fasting and CHANGKULING at the same time.
it's not easy man........
with the weather that's cold and at the same time the sun shine on you.

this is the picture that we thought we could use it for an article.
an article about our experience fasting and doing community work in a foreign country.
BUT.
when we look at it CLOSELY.
we realised there's two bottles of drinks on REEZAL's chest!
HAHA!!!
*you should know why end up we didn't choose this picture* :)

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA WAHAI UMAT ISLAM DI SELURUH DUNIA

2008-08-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

I'm COUNTING DOWN to a day that I'm NOT LOOKING forward to.

haiz..

why??
why must it happen now when I'm already with you for 19 years...

hmmm..

it's my bed and my home.
i know you all will just say it's ONLY A BED.
ONLY A HOME.

i couldn't stop myself from missing it.
everyday i'll try my best to be at home all the time.
sometimes i do reject when people ask me out.
i'm sorry guys.
i just want to spend the rest of my time in this house before i leave it forever.

i'll miss the CHEERS under my block.
the APEKS living at my block.
the TEH PENG from the coffeeshop under my block.
it's so convenient living in this house.
public transport is so convenient.
NEL is just a walking distance from my home.

sometimes i wonder.
why must there be changes when i'm already used to the way i'm living and happy with it.

my BED!
sorry it's very messy.
i'm just too lazy to clean it up before taking the pics.
believe it or not.
the whole bed is to myself!!!
HAHA!

when i woke up the upper deck will help to protect my eyes from the light. :)

P.S: Sorry if i didn't entertain you all. i seriously not in the mood. especially with all this and WORK STUFFS playing in my mind. aaarrrrggghh!!!

BEACH!
i need you BADLY!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

now my whole body is aching.

it has been a long time since i do too many physical work in one go.

hehe..

yesterday was the National Geographic CityChase at The CENTRAL.
I was one of the ~~participant~~ volunteer. :)

it was soo tiring man.

i had to organize the goodie bags.

be at the registration area as a runner.

carry all the stuffs here and there.

and the part that i hate most on that day was to stand at the entrance from 3.30pm till 7.30pm.

i really cannot take it.

walk here walk there.

stand up.

squat down.

sit down.

i'm ALONE!!!!

no one to talk to except talking to myself.

HAHA!

i was supposed to divert the participants to the main entrance BUT end up ANSWERING QUESTIONS FROM TOURIST.

how to get to orchard?

any 24 hours shopping mall here?

where's the fashion show is held?

where's the ATRIUM?

and you know where it is???

you ARE standing at the atrium.

HAHA!

there's this group of caucasion guys came to me and asked how to get to the NIGHT SAFARI?

since i myself don't know, i just told them, the best way is to take the cab.

hehehe..

and they still can ask me whether it is a good time to go to the Night Safari now.

IT WAS RAINING.

so you should know what i told them. :)

overall the event was a success and i LOVE it!!

new friends new friends!

we get along quite well.

I LIKE!

this time round it was much more better than the previous volunteer work i've done even though it was TIRING.

the FAST FORWADS!!

The participants!

there's 221 teams.

2 per team.

they were at level 1 while me and my friends were at level 2 waiting to throw the CLUE SHEETS!

The 1st TEAM to arrive!!

2008-08-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

i'm craving for DIVING!!!

hahaha!!

i just want more of it.
i don't mind skipping lessons for diving.
hehe..

can i skip my ATTACHMENT for diving?

HAHAHAHA!

it's a 5 days 4 night trip man...

2008-07-31T22:29:00.001+08:00

i hope i could accomplish this expedition of mine by this year.

can't wait for it.
will tell you all about it when i'm done with it.
hehehe.. :)

2008-07-31T22:27:00.001+08:00

it's so difficult to please someone
BUT
it's VERY VERY VERY easy to disappoint someone.

haiz.....

2008-07-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

i'm a bad sis.

yar i know.
haiz..

i saw my younger sister online on msn.
her nick says 7 DAYS MORE.

i messaged her.
7 days more to what?
your wedding?
HAHAHA!

than she replied me.
my BIRTHDAY lah...

shit!
i totally forgot her birthday is coming soon.
she may be the sibling that i HATE MOST.
the one who always talk back.
the one who always make me angry.

BUT.
right now i'm thinking what to get for her on her birthday. :)

2008-07-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

hello people!!!

hmmm..

I'm sorry for those who are interested in the event held at ZOUK.
it's only for NP students.

so....
yar...

i'm not going too!
HAHA!

i don't mind actually.
there's another exciting event that i'm looking forward to coming up on 6th august!! :)

2008-07-26T11:55:00.000+08:00

i'm so BLUR!